I’m a sucker for Indie music. I get lost in the music. :)

I wish I could sing. Fo reallz. I would sing everyday as if I were in a Disney movie. I would play more songs on the piano that actually had lyrics. Wishes are wishes though..

I like when people play with my hair.. 

I love to creep myself out. Scary stories at night by myself and movies too. I hate scary stuff. I love the thrill from being scared though, I wish I had someone with me. I’m soo weird. I actually really like the story of Slender Man. Google it. ;)

If I don’t text you back right away, it’s not because I don’t care or don’t want to talk to you. It’s because I’m asleep. Often I wake up text them back and go back to sleep. It isn’t till the next day do I realize what I said. My half awake state makes me honest and usually somewhat flirty? This doesn’t mean it’s okay to text me at 5am -___- Only one person does that right now but that’s because of time difference. It’s acceptable. If you do it because you can’t sleep.. No me gusta. Only for legit reasons yo.

I have no idea how to flirt. I guess I do it sometimes? I just have no idea I’m doing it. If I like you, I’m usually really awkward. I don’t know how not to be. I don’t understand how other guys jump from one guy to another. I’m just over here like “soo I like cars, how about you?” Like what the fuck am I doing? I’m always friend zoned or they get bored and move on. I just don’t understand that concept. Advice would be great right about now.

What brings me joy is making other people happy, if I can make at least one person smile a day. I like to think I’ve made someones day, it brightens my day. You know what they say, smiles are contagious! It’s funny though, even on my worst day, I still push to do it. It’s who I am. 

I’ve never held a guys hand or cuddled like that. So yeahh.. 

I like to go to people’s tumblrs and go to the very first month they started their blog. It usually is a great way to figure out a little more about them. Some do it to express themselves, others to vent, some do it to let out anger and then there’s me. I was bored of other sites.. 

If I like someone I like someone. I don’t have second choices or other people on that list. It’s you. Is it weird? I don’t think so but maybe it is. I know I’m weird, I’m fine with that. It’s what makes me, me. I like one person at a time. If you want to know if I like you just ask I have no problem answering because 75% of the time It’s not you. I end up liking guys who aren’t going to be anywhere near interested in me. It’s a problem… :/ Not to get confused with someone liking me. Who knows you might grow on me, then bam! I like you. One day I’ll find him though. For now I’m just playing “Where’s Waldo?”

Late at night when I can’t sleep, I let my emotions get the best of me. I don’t know, I just want to know when it will be my turn? When will I get to be in a relationship? When will I get to say “I love you” to someone I truly care about? I just want my chance. I know there’s plenty of fish in the sea, I just want to know where my Nemo is. I mean, I’ve never had a Valentine and I’ve only ever dated one person in my 19 years of existence. In which I never said “I love you” because he cheated on me before I could. I guess I’m lucky, I’ve never had my heartbroken. Maybe it’s fate? Maybe no one wants to date me..

I want a fucking cute relationship. I want disney movies, forts, adventures, drives, beach trips, holding hands, cuddling, dinners out, kissing and most importantly someone I could say “I love you” to. I want that this year, I want a Valentine this year. I want that someone.

I’m allergic to cats but I love them sooo much :3 I want a cat but I might die. sooo no. Cruel fate right? 

If I text you first or text you back right away. You’re pretty special. I may be one of the worst texters alive, my friends can vouch for that. haha I may like you as well >.<

I like guys who can drive fast and know what their doing. The more you know about cars the better, if you have a Range Rover you should know that it was made to off road. Not to look pretty on the street. If you take care of your car extra browny points will be given. Car knowledge is a turn on.