I can say that I’ve changed a lot since high school. I partied every weekend and if they’re were no parties I threw one myself. I had a reputation for partying, which meant every weekend I got texts asking if anything was going down. I was a lazier person, I let people get to me. I’ve changed I party a lot less now, I honestly don’t care what people think of me and I’ve learned everybody has insecurities. Though one thing has always been the same. I care. I care for people I may have just met. Even when I was drunk I became a mom. I took care of everybody, I remember this one time my friend spilt his red drink on our white carpet and I ran and instantly cleaned it up. I’ve always kept it classy I never threw up or passed out. I knew what I was doing and did my best to never mess up. I have made poor decisions while drunk but I don’t regret them, I learned from them. Give everyone a chance you never know what they’re going to be like.~

Too often do I day dream of such things.

Don’t let others get you down. It’s your life, if you’re not happy with something change it and don’t take no for an answer. If you think you’re alone in this world, step back and look around, because you’re not. Someone cares, they might not know how to show it but they care. Never give up, you’re better than that. Just know this, your future is a mystery. It will change for the better, or for the worse, but in the end it will be for a reason. Cherish the little things in life, and the most valuable thing you have are your memories.. When life gives you lemons, make lemonade.~

thealexnguyen:

It just shows that you really care for and love that person.

As long as it doesn’t get annoying…

(via xmarksthealex-deactivated201204)

Of course. Everyone says they don’t and that it’s the “personality’ that matters. What they don’t say is how it’s the “looks” that draw your attention. Unfortunately if you don’t have any, like I, well you’re simply out of luck. Unless you have some talent that can get their attention..  Something I don’t. All that means is I have some work to do, improve on. In time I guess.

Life’s too short to waste my time on you, when you can’t even give me a minute of yours.

At my Grandfathers funeral I cried, it surprised me. I thought I wouldn’t but looking back at him I realized all the good times we had. Though, what I really saw was my Grandmother. I can’t imagine what it must feel like to say goodbye to your loved one. Not your cousin or relative but your soulmate. They were married for 66 years. I just can’t imagine not seeing them, hearing them again or just a simple touch of them again. It hit me ounce the casket was being lowered that I would never see him again. It’s true what they say memories are the most precious thing one can poses. I hope one day to have a love as strong as the one they had. 

(Source: benjamminteo)

rawritsdanny:

I’ve never been on a romantic date/dinner. Eating burger king doesn’t count as a romantic dinner.

(Source: rawritsdanny)

Most people seem to think that being nice means that you like like them. When in reality, it’s me being who I am. I try my best to make complete strangers happy. I don’t know why? I like seeing people smile! I’ve given blood every time I had a chance in school, I made valentines day cards and treats for my friends every year. One year I even made a bunch of people into cookies. So I don’t understand why simply doing a kind gesture can weird someone out. I know I’ve done that to certain people. I mean oh well, you took it the wrong way. I’m sorry, but like get over yourself. I’m gay and I know the “ladys first rule.” When did the world change? Am I supposed to be a douche bag? Or..

(Source: rawritsdanny, via rawritsdanny)

I do though, care for you.

Friends>sleep

I feel bad for not asking or checking with my parents. I mean as I walk out the door I tell them where I’m going and with who. That’s it, they may ask what time I might be back or what I’m doing.. It’s weird having so much trust from your parents. I’ve never done anything stupid, though. It’s just, sometimes I miss someone checking on me. You know? Making sure you’re safe, making sure you’re okay and it’s just weird not to have that someone. I’m weird. I know.

So you’d never have to see them again.